Yup.

I haven't written on here in a long time.. but that's okay because no one is really "into" this whole Xanga thing anymore.. O well. I'm bored.

So I'm going to NYC with FBLA and Business Tech 2 in January! I'm so excited! But now Justin doesn't want me to go because of that small plane that crashed into that condominium today.. =( But it's all paid for and it's non-refundable.. =/ But I'm still excited to go! It's going to be so fun! (I hope!)

Anyway. So Homecoming was this past weekend and it was fun for the most part. Well only because Justin came. Other than that, the dance was pretty lame. But it was awesome because Justin & I were so cute! I'd put pictures on here, but I'm lazy and no one cares so.. yeah. lol

So the Fox/Seckman fball game is this Friday night! Yes, it's on Friday the 13th! Weird, huh? lol I don't know if that's a bad sign or just nothing? lol Who knows. But we did win the Homecoming game, and that was amazing, even though I didn't get to go =(

Anyway. So my text message plan changed from 200 to 1000 today! lol I just found out a little bit ago so I'm still kinda excited about that.. lol

Hmm.. what else to say? O! I'm going to attempt to get my license on Monday! yay mee! Finally going to get my license.. lol but yeah.

Well I guess I'm going to get off here and enjoy my night off work! lol

Comments, por favor.

*I LOVE JUSTIN!!!*
Crystal

PS! I got my ring from Justin! It's so amazing! He's just amazing! It's white gold and it has our birthstones on it, and it has our names engraved in it! CUTEEE! =)

Cameron (Amanda's date), Amanda, Me, & Justin! =)

I just wanna be with Justin

SO freaking tired of EVERYTHING!

omg!

I'm so freaking tired of this stupid family and how it's unfair, and the dumb rules, and how everyone picks FAVORITES!

UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

So my (Great) Aunt Sandy was in the hospital the weekend before Labor Day and she didn't make it.  So my grandma & gpa (My Gma is Sandy's sister) came down for a funeral and everything, and I figured since they were down here, it would be a great opportunity to talk to them about getting a car so I can get my license, and to work and school. And so I don't have to be the only freakin Senior at school who has her mom take her to work and school...

Well I talked to my Gpa about our "deal" we made freshman year, that if I GRADUATE with a 3.5 G.P.A. and I have a job, and smoke-free & drug-free, I'll get either a brand new car, or a newer pre-owned car. Well my G.P.A. at the end of last year was a 3.179.. But I'm working my ass off to get it up, and I have been, I've also been taking kinda hard classes... but w/e. SO I ATTEMPTED to talk to him about getting me a car until then, or w/e and I brought up the fact that Melissa had 2 cars by time she was a senior, and she took her driver's test in her first car. Well.. guess what. I'm a senior. And how many cars have I had?? ZERO. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ugh. I'm so tired of not being able to drive MYSELF places and having to rely on everyone else for rides places like a freaking LOSER. but w/e.
well that conversation ended with "stop whining" and "get your G.P.A. up" and I said "I'm trying my hardest" and then I got "Trying isn't doing" ...

So my gma & gpa went back to Michigan today, and a few minutes ago I went to talk to my mom about how I almost NEED a car and a license to get to school and work and places I need to go and stuff and somehow I always end conversations about driving with me getting mad and my mom yelling. She said how I need to talk to my gpa about that and I said I DID. AND I GOT ACCUSED OF WHINING! And she said "well i'll just go buy you a car tomorrow. you know it comes down to paying insurance.." and I'm like WELL I HAVE A FREAKING JOB. WHAT ELSE DO YOU WANT ME TO DO? SELL EVERYTHING I OWN SO I CAN GET MORE MONEY? I GET PAID EVERY FREAKING FRIDAY, AND MY LOWEST CHECK WAS $97.. COME FREAKING ON! and then she said that she'll just talk to him again in 2 weeks when he comes down again and I'm like ugh w/e because you know she's not. I'm ganna be the 30 yr old without a license. I don't wanna be like my parents, my mom got her license when she was 21, and my dad when he was like 23. I DONT WANNA BE LIKE THAT.

what the hell do they want me to do? i've followed all the standards they have come up with so far. I have a job. I've had my permit for HOW LONG?! I'm trying my hardest in school. I'm working my ass off so far this year to get my grades up and turn in my homework on time and everything.. i'm almost ready to give up.

Anyone wanna give me a car??????? =(

Omgosh. I'm so mad.

Okay so when Justin was down here for my family reunion, he fixed my computer because it was going so freaking slow and crap. And then for like 2 weeks after that, my mom & I used it and it worked 158% amazingly. And then my mom's bf gets on it ONCE and then all of a sudden BAM we had like 4 million viruses & a "hacker" and they were stealing all our files and crap. And since then it's taken like an hour just to open Internet Explorer.. so w/e. Then my mom had it fixed where it worked alright, not perfect, but alright. It didn't take 2 hours just to check your email.. but you know, since my mom's bf thinks he's Bill freakin Gates and he can fix any computer problem in the whole world.. so for the past like.. 3 weeks.. he's been sitting in front of the computer 24 hours a day, 7 days a week.. (Literally.. he'd still be down there at 5:45 am when I was getting ready for school..) And then the other night, "somehow" ALL of our files, and EVERYTHING was deleted from our computer. We lost EVERYTHING. We lost my sister's senior pictures, my senior pictures, my sister's graduation pictures, all of our cheerleading pictures, pictures my mom needed for the insurance companty, ALL of my pictures of EVERYTHING (friends, cheerleading, JUSTIN, everything..) and my iTunes, and all my files I had in word and stuff.. EVERYTHING. OMFG I'm freaking PISSED. He's so gosh damn lucky that I have all my pictures backed up on Facebook (for now, I'm def. buying a flash drive and saving them all on there) But now I can't plug in my iPod.. I can't add songs or anything without all the 600-something songs I have on there now, being deleted from there. I'm SO pissed.

Anyway. I'm totally excited for basketball cheerleading to start.. (the 2nd week of November!) Because we're getting the same warm-ups that fball cheerleading are getting, and they're really cute! And we're getting the same shoes, so I won't have to buy them bc I already have them, and mine are in good-decent condition. And we're also getting cheerleading bags and poms (to KEEP.. not put away in a stinky cheerleading closet so that they smell like feet..!) And I'm just so excited. (I hope I make it though, because apparently a lot of the girls from fball are trying out for bball also..  o well..)

Anyway. Well I just got out of the shower not too long ago, so I have to go dry my hair and get to bed soon bc I have work tomorrow! ($$$!) So ttyl!

Comments, pweeze? =(

Much Love
Crystal
*I LOVE JUSTIN!*